Nice try

Last night was a good night. It was a really good night. Dane came over from Irvine and we spent the night together. We talked about what was on my mind. I wasn't gonna say anything and I tried my best to act like I was okay even though I really wasn't. But he knew something was wrong. It took awhile to get it out of me, but we talked. No fighting. No yelling. Just talking and comforting. It was nice to finally talk about my problems. It was nice to finally hug someone. It was even better that that someone was Dane. I cried. Of course I cried. That's no surprise.

The things people do to try and get in the middle of two people that love each other is beyond me. She doesn't know when to back off. It makes me mad. If this was happening to anyone else, I'm sure they would be just as mad too. She says things like that and makes it public because she knows I see it and thinks it would bother me. But nice try. I know the truth. I've heard it from more than enough people. And the things that she has to make him tell her just so she can leave him alone.. It's insane. But whatever it takes for you to leave us alone.

Honestly, I was scared. He saw that I was scared. He knew that I was scared. But he hugged me tight and told me that there was nothing to worry about. He told me he loved me and only me. And I believe him. He brushed my hair out of my face. He caressed my cheeks. He smiled at me. And he kissed me. And I knew that he meant everything he said.


And the night was absolutely amazing.

- Kristin