Count your blessings

I'm glad I have friends that care. It's nice to know people are concerned when you think no one really is. My head hurts, but I wanna write. Not too much. But just enough. I've finally calmed down. I couldn't breathe earlier. I couldn't find my inhaler. It was bad, but I'm okay now. Dane and I talked. We're okay now too.

So much was going through my head. People were scared for me. It was weird. I didn't know people could be so concerned. I didn't know who my friends were, and I thought no one really cared. But it's good to know they do.

I finished my philosophy paper. It's not so good. I wrote it while dealing with all the stress. I felt like my brain was about to explode. I turned off my phone several times. I got so many texts. It made me happy, but at the same time, not so much. I even got a voice message.

I was about to fall asleep because my head was hurting so badly. But Dane called, and we cleared things up with each other. We're usually really stubborn when we fight. But this time, it wasn't so bad. We don't even really fight all the time. We're just really stressed.. him more than me, I think. He's stressed with school. I'm stressed with a lot of personal issues. But at least we have each other. Relationships are hard. I forgot how hard they could be. He's worth it though.

I'm going to get out of this house soon. I need to.

I guess this is it.
Don't worry about me. I'll be fine.

That's what I tell myself.
I was just over my head earlier. I hope I don't have another episode like that. I'm finding new ways to cope with things.



Good night.
- Kristin