Yellow

I'm drowning in my own vulnerability. I can't explain the desperation I feel in just wanting to free myself from all the situations I'm caught up in. The only liberation I feel is in the form of tears. And that's the kind I don't want to feel.

I can't talk to anyone. I'm seriously so lost. In my philosophy class today, my professor talked about the deepest fear in every person - Death. Right now, rather than being afraid of it, I find myself waiting for it. I'm weak. I see that I'm facing the ground in my attempts to keep my head up.

Look at the stars.
Look how they shine for you

Just give me someone to talk to..





I need a really tight hug :'(