Always Good

Never good enough..


Another attempt to talk to someone about how I feel completely failed. Nothing good came out of it, so now I ask myself, why bother trying anymore? I guess I'm back to YOU, blogspot, where you can't say anything. You can't tell me it'll be okay. You can't tell me that I can get through this. You can't tell me anything. All you are is this big white blank page that I could ramble on, hoping for someone to hear me. I thought I was progressing. I thought I was to the point of being okay. To the point of feeling good. But I keep going through these constant attempts to take a step forward, only to find myself taking two steps back.

I think today's the day where I finally make the decision. And if not today, then tomorrow. And if not tomorrow, then the next day. I've never been so serious about a situation in my life. I've already started. Maybe you know what I'm talking about. Maybe you don't. But I've gathered everything I need. I just don't know how to go about doing this..


It's not worth it anymore.
I'm not worth it anymore.